7/07/2006
damn i'm pissed.. i've been feeling invisible since like the middle of last week.. difference is.. only now.. i'm feeling more so. is it me.. or is it the people arnd me that make me feel this way? at least i haf someone who noes i'm not invisible n understands how i feel.. thanks kai hong!! love u tons! n sheesh i don't like him. infact.. i don't think i haf to say this anymore. i'm so invisible that no one would actually bother reading my blog. like i said.. i'm invisible. and i haf a feeling its gg 2 last for quite some time.. don't get me wrong.. kai hong is SO not invisible. he's.. obvious. nah not the correct word.. erms.. uhh.. nvm

well.. i'm supposed 2 be at my dad's house now. thankfully i gave a brilliant excuse n i only haf 2 see him at noon. gd luck sis.. ya gg need it with me outta the way. o yeah i keep forgetting. I'M INVISIBLE. people dont care if i'm there or not. i'll bet they don even notice.. haiix.. i'd really love to talk to someone now.. too bad no one will noe wen i'm around. only kai hong. or my cat. which is so f-ing kaaaaauuuuuuuuttttttteeeeeeeee!!!!! but he won't understand.. he'll only look at me with his beautiful big eyes.. n meow. den mayb he'll curl up n sleep. guess it leaves me with kai hong. i long for the days wen i could be heard.. & be seen by everyone.

wat shld i do at a time like this.. hmm.. i noe! haf brunch with KH!! i mean its like 10 plus only.. n its not like anyone can c me. i'm invisible for christ sake!! how many times must i say this? (or type it..) yeh n i'm really hungry. i feel like eating.. roti prata!! haha eating cheers me up.. no i wanna eat at swensens! or cafe cartel!! den make him pay! lol i'm jking.. wonder if he's busy now.. if he is.. i guess i'll just sit n stare at my computer screen n stone. n type too of course.. i'm off to call him i guess.. adious!

K-aren I-ngrid M-ichelle B-ernice E-llie R-achel L-ana Y-vette. if u're smart, u'll noe wat it means. idiot.